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Thursday, August 05, 2004

Thinking of the most beautiful rose (from VH)

Xander walked through the garden, he couldn't get this girl he met on the train out of his head. He had just broken up with someone and didn't know what he was going to do. And it didn't help that she smiled at him all the time, I really like her smile he though to himself as he brushed his finger over the petals of one of the roses.A smile played a crossed his lips just at the thought of her. The thing with Noa was a little much for him, she was way to emotional for her own good but she was a good friend that's why the decided to call it quits. He hadn't really been close to anyone that wasn't family and he really hadn't spent a lot of time with girls what am I going to do he though to himself sitting down and staring off in distends.

Lucia saw him with a rose in his hand but didn't go up to him 'cause she was shy and didn't know what to say so she just stood away from him unless he wanted her to go over there. But she held a rose in her hand and it was red. It had been a long time since she had a red rose in her hand and she just looked at it thinking of him.

Xander smiled as he looked around the garden, this place is really beautiful he thought to himself as he looked back down at the rose, A rose by any other name would smell just as sweet ran a crossed his thoughts.

She stood there looking at him and the rose just thinking why does he have to be so sweet a caring and really hot. She sat down in the grass watching him. Then she thought she might go up to him but she was not ready yet so she just sat there looking at him as she sat in the greenest grass she has ever seen.

This place is to beautiful to not take a picture of, he thought as he pulled out his camera his mother had given him before he had left home and zoomed in close on a rose that was near by, As he was snapping picture he saw Lucia through the view finder and snapped a quick photo before placing the camera back in his bag and looking up and smiling at her.

She saw that he saw her and that he was smiling at her too so she got up and walked over to him. "Hi, I see you are taking pictures of the roses." She smiled and asked like she didn't know that he took one of her.

"That is great 'cause I brought mine too!" she pulled it out and took a fast one of him. "He he I got you."

"Well I guess we are even now." he said smiling " this place is really beautiful huh." he added looking around

She moved closer to him and held his hand "Yeah it really pretty, just look at the sky you can see all the stars. No lights to keep them from not shining!" Then she leaned her head up against his shoulder and closed her eyes hoping this was not a dream and than he really was the one she had been looking for her whole life. Xander smiled down at her " Yep every thing is so fresh, It not tainted by all the pollution from the cities." he said leaning his head on hers. She kind of giggled in how short she feels but it was ok as long it is the one she wants making her feel that way. "Yes no pollution or any thing just clear sky." then she saw the moon it was a full moon that night and she felt as if her father was looking at the moon at the same time she was. She pointed out "Look at the moon it is so wonderful tonight a full moon is great.

Xander pulled out his camera with his free hand " it should really be photographed" with that said he snapped a picture of the moon. She took her camera and put it infront of them and took a picture of them together. Then after the picture she sat down on the grass looking at the moon and thinking of her family and even knowing how they treat her she was kind of weird something might happen to them. But she threw those thoughts out and just thought of her and Xander and how much she cared about him. Stuffing his camera back in to his bag he sat down next to Lucia and grabed her hand " what are ya thinking about."

"Well really two things at once but I am trying to forget one of them." she looked in his eyes and said "If I tell you this you will never tell a soul about what I am going to tell you and I am only telling you this 'cause I trust you and this is why I have a secret rose!"

"I promise I won't tell any one," he said with a concerned look in his eyes. She was silent at first and then she started to say something but it would not come out she was too scared to say anything about it. It was even hared for her to think about. Then she looked down and hugged him "I can't say it I just can't I am not supposed to tell any one" she started to cry a little but softly 'cause she doesn't like any one to see her cry.

Xander wrapped his arms around Lucia, " it's okay you don't have to tell me" he said pulling her closer to him " shh every things fine." he added kissing the top of her head. She wrapped her arms around his neck holding on close not wanting to let go. She still cried a little still thinking of what she was going to say to him but it still would not come out. So she just held on to him as he held on to her. " Here, I'll tell you about my dysfunctional family." he said as he rubed her back. " I have three sister and non of them are fully related to me, and I have a brother which also isn't fully related. My parents." he said trying to get her to forget about her problems, if it was only for a minuet or two.

Lucia sat up and wiped away her tears. Her eye make up was now all over her face and then she started to giggle alittle. "Really I don't know any of my real family she said to him." As she looked down," well, I wish I didn't know half of them, mostly my fathers side,He's a real piece of work." he said with a smile. "Well you see I am adopted in to the family I am in now. And I hared that my half brother is here at this school and I need to find him so I can find info on my parents and the others in my family." she looked at him with a frown on her face. "And the parents I live with now abuse me in every why they can just to make me feel bad." she didn't look at him when she said that 'cause she felt like this mess with her faster parents was her fault." Hey, Its not your fault your foster parents are dicks, some people are just messed up in the head and they can't see how wonderful it is to have a family."

She smile and gave him a hug. "Thanks you don't know how much this means to me!' she smiled and looked out to the sky. " Well I'm glade I can help." He said smiling as he kissed her forehead. She kind of blushed 'cause she didn't think he would kiss her any were. "I am glad you can help too xander I am very happy with you. I haven't been this happy in a long time." she smiled and kissed him on the cheek."I'm glade to hear that," he said with a cheeky grin. " I'm happy with you too."

"That is good to hear," she said to him. She pulled out her glass rose and put it in is hands "Here take this rose to let you know as long as this rose never dies this is how long I will love you,Now my secret is with you and you know it now so hold on to it for me forever and as long as you have this rose you have my heart." then she looked straight into his eyes looking at how much they shine in the moon light. Xander leaned down and brushed his lips against her's "I'll cherish it forever." he said smiling as he pulled away.

Lucia wrapped her arms around his neck and kissed his soft lips once again for the second time. As she kissed him she thought this kiss means every thing to me and I never wont to let go of him. Then she opene her eyes and pulled slowly away and smiled at him.